Monday, July 4, 2016

Hidden stories of time !

I am surrounded by darkness. I can feel pain all over my body. I feel exhausted. I know my body is too weak and tired now. Many people have laid down in this bed and recovered. Some may have died too and now I also want to "Rest in Peace".

The man ,whom I have loved and adored my entire life ,is sitting next to me. I know he wants me to recover. Maybe he wants to tell something to me but I am in no mood. If I started listening to him I will see only tears. I don't want that. I just want to go to flashbacks of those sweet memories in the streets of my home town, those wonderful sceneries of my country, his magical eyes and beautiful smile and the day I fell in love.

It all began during the 2010 world cup and I didn't know it would change my life in this way. I saw his magical eyes in those game schedules. Wow ! they were so beautiful and pleasing. Even when I remember them today tears of joy roll down my cheeks. And his smile, when I see it I start smiling myself. I had decorated my rooms with his posters and used to stare at them every night before sleeping. I was addicted to him. He was a drug to me and there was no anti-dose.

Like his every other fan, I too wanted to meet him, talk to him, click selfies with him but who knew he would be sitting by my side in my last moment. I don't know about love but I adored him since the day I saw his pictures. Maybe love emerged when I met him and started knowing him more deeply. At first I was attracted to him like every other fan but when I met him I fell in love with him truly and believe me I had never had such magical feeling before.

Today if he tells me only once to open my eyes and try to recover, I would do that without thinking twice. I really don't wish to take rebirth. Who idiot will take rebirth to do all those hard work? Fall in love? Get your heart broken? But I have to return one day to complete my incomplete story. But for now it is better to close my eyes and go to flashbacks until death approaches me....

To be continued....

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