Was I really like this? Is this the real me? Does the opinion of the crowd really affect me? Why can't I be indifferent towards others action and opinion? Why am I losing my inner peace and happiness? So many questions she had in her head which bothered her every single second. It was her time to get lost in those beautiful dreams but she had almost forgotten how to dream.
She ! Who is she? "She" is someone's daughter, someone's sister and someone's friend. She was also like every other girl who has dreams to dream , ideas to share and knowledge to gain. She also wanted to fly high in the sky like the free bird but little did she know she would be carrying a heavy heart in the future. In the past, she didn't use to care about others opinion. She used to follow her heart with confidence. But now she only can do is overthinking about almost everything. Before, she could use her creativity to compose new poems but now she only creates false situation in her mind.
She was always emotional. She was born with a soft heart which people called as weak. She knowing that her soft heart can be misused, always tried to gain control in her emotion but her every single try was a boomerang. She always thought she would have someone by her side to listen to her words and solve her dilemmas but someone forgot to tell her that everyone will get busy trying to deal with their own life, even the one whom she loves.
Now, what she can only do is lie in her bed and try to deal with all those thoughts. But the problem is, it gets even worst. Those thoughts which she tries to avoid constantly strike her. She always remains disturbed and people perceive her as 'irritating', 'rude' and even 'selfish'. People's opinion disturb her and makes her feel sad. She gets easily emotional these days even in little things. If you think you can't manipulate anyone, maybe you haven't tried on her. 'She' is the one.
