I have got confusing feelings inside myself right now. Over thinking has always been one of my weakness but now at this moment, I am diving into my thoughts and seeing myself 5 years back. I am obviously distracted from what I dreamed 5 yeas back but I still cant believe that it has finally appeared.
In those days , a very new and young fan of Messi had convinced herself that it was just a matter of 5 years and after that she would complete her +2 and be with Messi whom she admired a lot. Yeah, of course she knew he had a girlfriend but that innocent girl said to her love that it was just 5 years that he had to wait for her. And today, she has grown mature enough but still inside her heart she loves him. Yeah, he maybe father of two children now but she still admires him the same.
But the only difference is that she has now understood she can meet him one day but he is meant to be with someone else.
So, her dream now is to meet him, share her feeling to him, and learn something from him so she can use it for her country. But, it is never too easy to do it as we say it. Yeah, of course she had faced many obstacles in the past but now she feels tired and her focus seems to be losing her aim. It is not a new thing for a person to be distracted during his/her journey but all that matters is those who overcome it and achieve what they actually deserve.
So, does she deserve to stay here and watch Messi just in different media or she deserves to meet him in real? Is she only made to imagine about her future or she has to act and work hard to achieve it ? Should she be wasting her time editing her photos with Messi or should she give her 100% to achieve her dream and click pictures in real with Messi? Her dream may have been changed with time and situation but she should not stop working to achieve what she deserves.
