Saturday, July 23, 2016

Hidden stories of time !!!

Meeting him by chance became the best part of my life. I had obviously imagined to meet him one day but I wasn't sure that it would turn into reality. I could now feel his presence in my every heartbeat.

Whenever I saw him with her, happy and smiling , instead of being jealous , I used to get pleasure. Obviously I used to get hurt but I could experience the pleasure of true love even in that hurt.

She was everything for him and he had become everything to me. So, his happiness was that all mattered. It was almost time for me to leave the place. I wanted to share my feelings to him because I wasn't sure if I could see him again. He was really sweet. He offered me a lift and I was really happy seeing a chance to express myself. But all of sudden she also entered inside the car which almost ruined my plan.

I asked if she could drive the car. Since it was my last day I wanted to see how she drives. She was okay with it and I saw a ray of hope. She drove us to airport and got busy searching for parking. Meanwhile, he took my luggage and we moved on. I thought it is my only chance and I decided to express it.

I told him how I felt about him and adored him. He obviously understood that I was madly in love with him. He told me that he respected my feelings but loved someone else. He told me that he always adored my chocolaty brown eyes, my friendly nature. I was happy hearing it but at the same time couldn't control my tears. There was an announcement and I had to go. He hugged me for the last time and I don't know the tears that rolled down my cheeks were full of pain or pleasure.

After that hug I walked straight not looking back once. Soon I got disappeared in the crowd and the aeroplane in which I was traveling got disappeared in the cloud while he was still staring at it. While landing, the aeroplane met an accident, many people died on the spot but inside me still a life is left.

I am lying motionless here and I know my time has come. I had always wished that someone would have crush on me. In this life, I wasn't that lucky enough but I will return back to see the beauty of my country, to be a part of football game and to fall in love with someone with those pleasing and magical eyes. And now my watch has ended.

The End...

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Hidden stories of time !!

I was born in the late 90s but had never found the actual meaning of my presence in this world until today when death was approaching me. As, I was born in a Hindu- Brahmin family, I have a great faith in God and I believe God sent me in this planet to experience love which was incomplete.

The day when I saw his charming eyes, he was a stranger to me by his name. I didn't know his name but I felt as if I had known him since centuries. When my brother called out his name, I realized I had heard his name before. Since then, I always dreamt of meeting him and now I have.

It was during the summer, in which I had to travel to Argentina for completing my assignment, I met him. I was given a task by American Psychological Association (APA) to do research in any one of the football teams. Doing research on big teams worth lots of money and difficulties so I decided to conduct  my research on Newell's Boys Club in Rosario. And luckily he was working with the local club.

My research work made me easier to meet him but having a conversation with him was a lot difficult. I was poor in Spanish and he had no idea about Nepali language but then English language helped a bit. After meeting him I realized " people all over the world understand a common language which is language of love" was somehow true.

I spent 3 months there and those were the best days of my life. I had heard Argentina and Nepal didn't have good relation but now a Nepali and an Argentine had developed a good friendship. And the best part was the feeling like being home again after so many years.

He was a lot more shy in the beginning, he simply answered my questions but slowly he accepted me as a friend.We started sharing stuffs and I started knowing him better. It is said that if you are meant to fall in love with someone, even a single day is enough and for me 3 months were enough to experience true feeling of love.

Today when I look into his eyes I can't see love in it. All that I can see is his care and affection for me but I know whenever he looks into my eyes he can see what he means to me, he can see love in it. But what is the use now? It is worthless to open my eyes and look at him but I can remember my old memories keeping my eyes close........

To be continued....

Monday, July 4, 2016

Hidden stories of time !

I am surrounded by darkness. I can feel pain all over my body. I feel exhausted. I know my body is too weak and tired now. Many people have laid down in this bed and recovered. Some may have died too and now I also want to "Rest in Peace".

The man ,whom I have loved and adored my entire life ,is sitting next to me. I know he wants me to recover. Maybe he wants to tell something to me but I am in no mood. If I started listening to him I will see only tears. I don't want that. I just want to go to flashbacks of those sweet memories in the streets of my home town, those wonderful sceneries of my country, his magical eyes and beautiful smile and the day I fell in love.

It all began during the 2010 world cup and I didn't know it would change my life in this way. I saw his magical eyes in those game schedules. Wow ! they were so beautiful and pleasing. Even when I remember them today tears of joy roll down my cheeks. And his smile, when I see it I start smiling myself. I had decorated my rooms with his posters and used to stare at them every night before sleeping. I was addicted to him. He was a drug to me and there was no anti-dose.

Like his every other fan, I too wanted to meet him, talk to him, click selfies with him but who knew he would be sitting by my side in my last moment. I don't know about love but I adored him since the day I saw his pictures. Maybe love emerged when I met him and started knowing him more deeply. At first I was attracted to him like every other fan but when I met him I fell in love with him truly and believe me I had never had such magical feeling before.

Today if he tells me only once to open my eyes and try to recover, I would do that without thinking twice. I really don't wish to take rebirth. Who idiot will take rebirth to do all those hard work? Fall in love? Get your heart broken? But I have to return one day to complete my incomplete story. But for now it is better to close my eyes and go to flashbacks until death approaches me....

To be continued....