She always stayed alone in the crowd. The noise around her couldn't break her silence. Obviously, she had made certain efforts to be what the people around her wanted her to be. She changed her appearance, became talkative, started communicating but all in vain. All her efforts rebounded. Now, she is tired of being what others want her to be.
In today's world which is full of lies and showoff, she wished for truth and simplicity. Love was all she sought in this faithless world. But every time she ended up being judged physically. Her simple heart could not be seen as the world was covered with the light of glamour. People found her caring words to be irritating. Maybe it was her own mistake to give priority and importance to those who never appreciated it.
It could be called coincidence if it had happened just once but it had been repeated time and again. She was the one who made wrong decisions and couldn't know about the peoples true nature. Her illusionary belief that "the eyes are the mirror of a person's heart" always deceived her. She was always cheated but she never knew.
But now everything is clear to her. Those eyes which helped her to make wrong decisions are full of tears now and her heart which was not visible to people is full of scars. She has no one to talk, share her pain because every body like using her when they are in need but find her irritating when she seeks help.
These days she keeps on wondering why people are so mad for false beauty, false pride, false reputation? She has no more desire to make close friends as she knows every one will judge her in the same way. The scars in her heart will not get healed so that she may not get any more of them.
